"in nothing but a long distance relationship"

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Mind games or not, I can't be bothered anymore. I'm soooooooo tired because work has been a total nutcase but I still thank god for the new schedule come this week. So yippe!

I've not been meeting quite a number of people lately and it's sad. I want my carefree life back and spend every loving minute with those who matter!

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You want so many things to be done, so many things to be picture perfect but have you ever contributed? No. So many lies you've crafted just to save your ass, it's pathetic. You're pathetic. Shifting blames is probably one of your many profession. You become all swell head and gloat about your achievements. I won't lie -- at times I pray you'll fall so you would understand the true meaning of being modest and humble. You're just too narcissistic to a point I've to swallow my puke from throwing up all over you as you speak. Always.

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It has been a tumultuous week with favourite maternal's granny being admitted to the hospital & then getting operated to a sudden accident (involving cranes, big trucks & whatnots) from paternal's side. All of these happening at one go, definitely draining every bit of energy and emotions I have left.

I thank god however, I do not have other unnecessary emotional baggage to lug around. Stay wonderful, lovely. :)

All I could think of doing now is to bask in the evening air, watch the world swirl, enjoy the company of my favourite person, watch the sunset, hear the crashing of waves and end up the night with counting the sea of constellations.

Oh and adding on, amidst the craziness, I managed to come to a decision. Like finally! So good luck me, no turning back now! xo

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"Heaven is a place on Earth with you"

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My body is begging me to stop overworking, my mind is telling me to stop thinking and over analysing any given situation(s). I'm exhausted beyond words le sigh

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This is nenek on her hospital bed last Friday when she was warded. Breaks my heart to see tubes and machines attached to her small body. Sigh. Good news is, the doctor says her condition is stable :) Alhamdullilah! Me being me finds it hard to believe till grandmom is discharged officially.

It's midnight now and I'm alone accompanying granny at the hospital. My eyes feel heavy but I'm telling myself to stay awake just because I feel the need to watch over her as she sleeps. The chair I've been sitting on is starting to get really comfortable too but nah, I shall try to keep my eyes open for another 7 hours! :)

I'm not even complaining that I'm staying overnight at such a scary place. It has always been this way. Each time either of my grandparents are warded, I'd find time to stay over just because I feel that it's mandatory to have a relative by their bedside. I don't see how it's okay for some patients to not have even a single relative by their bedside overnight. It's just weird to me. To me in a situation and environment so unfamiliar to them (esp the old aged) its only gracious to get someone to accompany them at night. There are nurses on duty yeahhhhh... But... To each his own, yes? :)

Now I need to find interesting things to do to keep me awake hmm~

Stay safe all! xx

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It's the last day of April and my god, how time flies!!! My April has been nothing less than fabulous, as predicted! All the much anticipated events took place beautifully and yes, moi is a happy girlx 91! So since I've been so caught up with life which also means I've little time to do a proper update, I'm just going to do a photo run through of my April ;)

Caught Titanic in 3D with bestie and it was so good!!!! We both were in sniffles and probably the only two who were bawling our eyes out during the entire movie!!! Hahahahahahahahahaha

Graced the Andy Warhol's & Titanic's exhibitions with A and the experience was beyond amazing!!! Seriously! Hehehe. The Titanic exhibit was too surreal, it definitely made me fall in love with the whole movie a whole load more! Moving on, I've always loved the Pop Art culture because it's always so fun, modern-aged and so quirky! Being able to soak in the Andy Warhol's atmosphere was very amazing!! Ahhh still can't get over the whole exhibits, too too tooooooooo awesome really!!! *.*

One of the Saturday nights celebrating Aidil's & Bali's birthday at Lau Pa Sat! Thank you STAclans for making it happening (as usual) hehehe and have I mentioned how proud I was with myself that I managed to plan, execute & most importantly (!!!) tricked both the birthday boys? Hehehe *own five *pats self's back ;)

This was an important "make it or break it" Wednesday and it was such a blessing that I have managed to come this far unknowingly ;) Alhamdullilah nevertheless! Had lunch followed by coffee at Starbucks's ECP (ahh such a lovely and quiet place to be at! Definitely becoming my fav place!!)
From L to R :
- met up with bestie and tried the highly raved about 'Double Down'! It was as sinful as it could get I swear!
- forced him to smile for a photo just because I'd no contact photo of his heh
- he claimed this "candid" shot was nice just because ~
- took retarded (what's new lol) instaxes just because he gave me a new album and I want to fill it in hehe

Bought myself Yoghurt one of the days after work as I was feeling extremely down for god-knows-what-reason (or maybe I'm just not letting myself coming to terms with it... Oh wells~). Not helping that I just found out (a day before) that a really good friend of mine from way back in Primary School ha passed away whilst having an exercise at LCK camp. RIP dearest Dom, I've missed you already.... Le sigh, life and it's uncertainties.

Met up with Meu for dinner followed by me forcing her to accompany me while I satisfied my craving for Teh Tarik. Hehehe she did the unexpected and I almost died there & then but I believe things are better...now? :/ anyways, had a really good talk (as usual) with her over the sea of stars at some dodgy (I believe it was!!) park she brought me to. Pfft Hahahahahahahahaha oh and I had an unexpected occurrence over dinner that both me and her couldn't stop LOL-ing about. We're still talking about the photos (that we checked out) even right up till... Now! Hahaahhahaahhahahahaahhaahahahahahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha too funny too too too funny!

Sundate with the wedding peoplezxzvxcs! Had wedding fitting and it was....... Quite a disappointment. I think at times I look forward to things and expect too much of it that it just brings me 20 feet down when the results just doesn't come on par with my expectations. True what they say, expectations lead to disappointments. :(

Lunch with daddy on Monday in town and he was on a "take and go, no considerations" spree!!! Pretty shocking considering how daddy is always reminding us to not be a prodigal! But whose complaining when you get whatever yummy things you want on impulse? Hehehe ^.^

One of the many days I had to play invigilator whilst the kiddos are having their mid terms! Doing so only makes me miss teaching so much that it's making me consider and weigh both of my options. Hmm~

Ahhhh!!!! Spaghetti bathed in tomato sauce with fried chicken & fries donning the sides. No place does it better than TRCC HAHAHA. So to fulfil my never-ending cravings, I paid Republic a visit! And damn, let's just not go down the memory lane. I've missed that place so much, it's crazy :'(

Had dinner and caught up with Fafa on a Friday night! The catching up was really good since we haven't had one for months!!! So sweet of him though, to travel all the way to the Eastside for the cousins hehe *.*

Have always been wanting to catch the Sunset but le sigh, nobody was free enough to spend time with me. Bummer but (!!!) whilst on my way out last Saturday, the sun set right in front of my eyes!!!!! LOVELY. It however added another cravings to my endless list tsk! Rainbow icecream come to momma pls :')

Chalet @ Costa Sand Pasir Ris with this major cute adorable to the max baby Aryan!!!!!! He totally loves me I swear! Kept drooling on me and I took the opportunity to splash kisses and hugs and pinches to him hehehehehehehe. Fat kids have always been my guilty pleasure tehehehe ^.^

Present for Roy from daddy hehehe he is such a happy boy now! Random photo whilst on our way home one night! :)

As I laze around on my bed and the scorching sun streaming in through my blinds, I am anticipating my May. So far, there are no events to look forward too but surprises could always do justice. Right? Oh wells right this moment, I'm craving for a little ice cream, a little yoghurt and a little Starbucks. But nobody is free to get it together with me. Am really considering to hop on the train to my fav fullerton's Starbucks, get a cup of coffee & laze around under the afternoon sun with a book. Hmm should I though?

Happy welcoming May babies! Wish you welllllll xxxxx

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One too many times. One too many times yet..... I still do it. Habit? People around me are issuing me stern warnings prior to this but (honestly I feel) there's really nothing within my capacity that I can do? Bad habits die hard they say hmm

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